Changing by Myself or Waiting for Life to Change Me

We know we don't do our best,
We know we don't do the right thing,
We know what we want,
We know…..but..... we IGNORE it.

You say you’re aware, but be it without do anything , it’s the same that u do NOTHING.
You say you're waiting for right time, but when the right time comes, you let it PASSED.
You say you don't know what will make you change, so you wait until you know it.
Time goes by and you still in this point without changing. 
You know it's not right , you’re worried, but you still repeat it and change nothing.

Until one day, life changes you
It’s not getting better but worse, by then you curse life, 
You feel that it's not what you want, please change me,
You become stress and worried even more,......
And one day, in your deep mind, you’re thinking of what happens in your life,
Then you realize that u don't do you best, you don't feel gratitude and grateful
You don't achieve what you want and at the same time you can't accept what you’re doing in your life now.
So question after question come after you, 
What's wrong with me? 
Why I always grumble when I own everything, why I still feel empty inside? 
oo God , please help me. You pray all day, it's help to make you CALM.
but NOBODY will help u , except YOURSELF. 

Don't waste your time to challenge life and waiting for life to change you.
Every single day, change yourself and practice to live in a better way, no matter if you have money or not. Life don't see you in that way, but through your kindness and love .
We live too long under people's judgment, we grow up with money's doctrine, instead of living with gratefulness, kindness, love, live in proper way. People ask me that if you don't have money, then don't talk about kindness. Let me ask you this, do you need money to give a genuine smile to others everyday because u feel grateful?. Yap, it's not wrong that money important, but first thing that you need to know is what life is.

Sometimes I meet wealthy people, more than enough than others but they still say they have no enough, need more, so ask yourself, how much money do you need for u to say enough? so when you think about this question, u might realize that it's not about money after all.

But It's MORE about you, yourself and you life.

When you wake up tomorrow, say thanks to life, doing more good things, and express your love to others, because when something happen (you never know), you have felt real alive in one day, rather than in entire life feeling like human dead inside.

What you’re doing now, be it what you want or because you have to accept it, it doesn't matter at all. Because as long as it's good thing , do it, learn and practice more about life, that maybe something that u feel is missing all this long!!!