Saturday, September 19, 2009

Getaway in Sentosa



have a good time in sentosa, before we start the new chapter, continue our study. we do what we want becoz we know what we want. don't always follow the crowd, but know that who u are and where we heading to. thank's to give us this chance. gbus

Friday, September 18, 2009

MYSELF

I am Cerah
it's my indonesian name, in english means bright.
it's a good name, give hope and make me always think i have purpose in this life.
it's no coincidence for me, i hope i can brighten my life and hope one day i can give something in this life, this world be a better place i used to be.

I am a thinker, but also have funny and fool aside.
i love my life very much , sad, happy, every moment in my life until now i feel more enlightened.
when i young, a little girl, i don't know what's my life would be
only know that knowledge is my power, i can become what i want if i'm good in my study.
My Parent told me knowledge is the most important thing in my life. and don't think others just consent in ur study.
I don't think i did my best , up and down , let it flow
In university, i have one quote : if i have learned it ,don't fear i don't do good in my test, just do my best.
mark is important but the most important is what i learn and how i dealing with my life
what i learn, will teach me whether in small or big portion in my life, know something better than i don't know either. so always have passion in learning something.
after graduate, in working i learn new thing again, how work to others, how to solve the problem, how to negotiate wotk with others.
the first job i got is admin finance job, it's easy for me,then i move to be finance controller in new set up company, in here it more complicated how to do things align with my boss need. no need do the right thing but do what my boss want and maybe it's not align with me. because i'm idealistic person. but i know i win the colleaque's heart because i'd done my best for that company and no regret to learn from there and i give something to my employer too. although we don't always have the same ideas but we learn from each other.
then i move to the new job , go to marketing, i'm always want to try it and i got it.
New boss with good attitude , he's always my mentor until now.
my job dealing with people, more people than before, learn to listen to customer, make friends with them, learn more thing in marketing because u dealing with people. it's not the same, more challenging, and i like it.
but still have problem and i must dealing with that, still have unsatisfied, solve the problem , and then i get the conclusion that whatever i work/do, i still deal the same thing, the feeling is same, it's how u deal it and enjoy it. after i feel this way, then i get the chance get job in singapore until now
i don't want to looking what i want to do again, but what i do now is enjoy what i work, i feel enlightened in this way, i do something because i have a purpose. is this what i want? may be no but i have a purpose, i want to pass the life exam to another step. after pass this, i will do what i want to do, my purpose is that i want to give back to society, sharing with others about life.
because life is so simple and like a school.
i love my life, accept what i do, doing in concious, do my best and let god/life do the rest.
living with passion, and i know where i head to.
i don't want to waste every single second in my life.
i know who i am, what i want, which way to go, every rock in my way is something life give me to learn more, i treasure my life preciously so hope everyone too.